missmara13

Okay, I'm working on a fanvid... lol... I've made some in the past, but never really showed them to anyone... I made a great one last year that was about what if Marissa missed Trey and shot Ryan during the Season Two finale...

So, I'm working on a Ryan/Kaitlin (In a sibling type way... not romantic... lol) to the song "How's It Gonna Be" by Third Eye Blind... it's kind of AU, could be consider to fit in with a majorly AU fic idea of mine... anyway, does anyone have any idea where I might be able to find the clip from 'The Heavy Lifting' where Ryan si trying to comfort Kaitlin by saying it's not her fault Johnny died, and she replies that she knows it's not, it's Ryan's fault? I'd LOVE to have that clip in my vid... visually it would be perfect as like the final scene... lol

As I said above, I have this AU Fic idea... Kirsten didn't abort she and Jimmy's baby. That baby was born and she kept it and named him Ryan. Jimmy left her because he'd been cheating on her with Julie, and Julie was pregnant with Marissa. Kirsten raised Ryan alone, though Ryan knows that Jimmy is his father and Marissa and Kaitlin are his sisters.

I'm still working out the rest of the details, but one part of it is that Kirsten meets activist lawyer Sandy, who has a son, Seth, with the late Rebecca Bloom (That was her name, right? The old girlfriend of Sandy's that he tried to help in Season Two?) Ryan and Seth become friends, Sandy and Kirsten fall in love... Jimmy gets pissed because he may have left Kirsten years ago, but that doesn't mean she should fall in love with someone else... angst and trouble abound... lol

Ryan hates Jimmy and Marissa, because Jimmy broke his mom's heart and refuses to acknowledge Ryan as his son, and Marissa acts like he's not as good as her because Jimmy didn't want him. Ryan's ambivalent towards Julie, who at least doesn't look down her nose at him, but Ryan loves Kaitlin and vice versa, they actually get along really well and Kaitlin is more likely to go to Ryan for help or advice than to either of her parents or Marissa.

Would anyone be interested in reading this story if I wrote it?

The vid could be seen as a promo to the story... it hits on a couple of plot points I have in mind... hmmm...

I'll be posting more of 'Heavily Broken' in a couple minutes, as soon as I spellcheck...