argh

Computer's screwing up even worse now. It's brand new and it's screwing up. How much does THAT suck? And we can't even really afford it, money's tight because we got it, but we needed a new computer. And yet it's screwing up left and right. Oh well, I'm dealing. It's just irritating right now.

And Bri? I'm sorry I was so short tempered with you last night. I was just getting REALLY frustrated and I knew if I didn't get off the computer at leats an hour before I was ready for bed, I wouldn't be able to sleep because I'd have a stress stomach ache (Which was starting when we were still talking). But that5 made me act really short tempered with you, and I didn't mean to be. I'm sorry.

That's basically the whole reason for this post, to explain the situation and apologize to Bri.

But also, I FINALLY got a new part of TTTB out last night. Maxie and Lucas were FINALLY rescued from the place Helena took them too. Emily FINALLY found out that the only thing to survive the destruction of the penthouse was her present for Lucky. Oh yeah, and another Penthosue 'Slumber Party' is about to go into effect, as the PC contigency of the WSB get paranoid... I need to rebuild the cast pages. Of course, I can't remember half the cast... especially the young actor I picked for Micheal... blah... I'll just have to search Children of Salem's 'Children Of The Soaps' pages until I find the kid again... lol And I need a good Carly/Sonny sweet scene soon... And I need to bring someone onto the canvas for Jason to be involved with... someone other than Frizzie Lizzie...

I hate Liz/Ric on GH. Love Liz except for the lying about the baby thing (I wish the baby was LUCKY's from a one night stand! lol), but I despise Ric with a firey passion.

Jan on Days is getting more and more wacko every day. Part of me is glad she's back, it'll show the strength of Shawn/Belle, but part of me is worried since Jan's out to get Belle...

Later.

Oh! And I forgot!

Our little cat Frosty (Who I'm gonna make an LJ icon of soon... lol) was mentioned in the paper!

The local Animal Shelter has a section in every Thursday's paper called 'Pick-A-Pal' with pictures of cats and dogs up for adoption, and a short article giving advice on care of pets. Well, today's article was updates on animals who had been adopted and Frosty was mentioned! Here's the quote:

Little Frosty, a very small, older calico cat that came to us with badly frostbitten ears now recline son soft cushions in a sunny window in her new home.

Frosty was VERY sad and pathetic looking when we first got her, but now she's very happy and adorable. She's healthy, and though she's missing the tips of her ears (Which had to be amputated because of the severity of the frostbite), her hearing is fine and she's a normal cat. Well, as normal as any of our cats are... lol The family joke is that even if we got a normal pet, it wouldn't stay normal for long! lol

Later

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Okay, I had a long post, computer errored and closed all browsers, so there goes post.

The gist of it was that I'm all bummed because it just keeps hitting me that in 2 months Owen will be gone, living hours away in Denver. And everytime i think about beign happy about finally getting a real room again, I start feeling guilty because the only reason I'm getting it is because Owen's gonna be gone.

A little while ago I just burst into tears because I'm gonna miss Owen so much. And I'm hungry, but my stomach is all tied up in knots (Both over Owen and our new computer messing up) so I'm scared I'll puke if I try to eat.

I hate crying because it makes it hard to breath, but it's worse if I don't because then I'm bottling everything up inside.

Oh, yeah, and I managed to make my Mama feel bad earlier by saying the only reason I hated moving up here to Wyoming was because I suddenly didn't have either of my brothers, and Mama remembered her mother doing the same to her when she was right around the same age.

Suck to be me at the moment, huh? I can't seem to do much of anything well at the moment, I'm having an insecure night of thinking everything I write totally sucks. I'm about 3 weeks late on both MOT and HF. I'm jsut feelign really down.