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[missmara13]

Last week i was too sick to update MOT. This week I try to update it and I can't get logged, and I can't even get to the host's main page. So I have no idea what the hells going on, but I can't update even though I PROMISED I would this week!

If it's not fixed by Monday, I'm gonna upload the entire site to one of my Geocities accounts. What really sucks is that this means 'Darkest Desire' and 'Still The One' are also down.

Today started out SO good. om and I went down to Ft. Collins and met up with some friends of mom's, had lunch with them, had lots of fun laughing and joking with them.

But now today just seems to totally suck.

And damn it! I was gonna FINALLY update Moments tonight! I have two new chapters finished! TWO now that's down the drain.

Ignore me, I'm just really upset and tired, and therefore cranky. Maybe I'll go write more Moments... or OYL... or TTTB... or VOTG... Or WY... or HF... lol I gotta create a schedule...

Later.

Comments

[brokenroads.livejournal.com]

There is some network problem All xangelx severs are down :( But I know they are working super hard on it all.

Thanks!

[missmara13]

Now that I know I'm gonna force myself to relax! lol I just had a sudden total stressed out moment there...
Mara

[brokenroads.livejournal.com]

No Problem lol but I am missing my email something bad lol :P

[missmara13]

lol Well, hopefully it'll be good and fixed soon so you'l have e-mail again! E-mail withdrawl is a horrible thing... ;) lol

[brokenroads.livejournal.com]

It is! Espeically when I haven't checked it since yesterday! Ahhhh! LOL
Soo Mara.... what's up?

[missmara13]

Eh... not much... reading a Days fanfic, trying to figure out what to do with NEm int he next part of WY, sicne I PROMISED Bri that NEm would be in the next part, since they aren't in the one I sent out last night... lol Also trying to figure out what to do next in TTTB... something fun... maybe a late christmas celebration for everyone, sicne Christmas was ruiend buy Em being believed dead...

And now I'm babbling... lol

[brokenroads.livejournal.com]

Yes you must write NEm in the next part! :P I was gonna email you and tell you that but I am just lazy lol but need NEm goodness man!

Christmas is always good and ya know Em deserves a happy holiday after everything... lol.

[missmara13]

lol Yes, I know NEm is a neccesary thing...lol Just gotta figure out what to have them do... maybe Nik fussing over Em following her collapse... not wanting her to get out of bed or do ANYTHING to make her tired... and her finding it incredibly funny and sweet, but incredibly annoying at the same time...

Yeah, Em does... lol I don't think she even knows yet that her present to Lucky actually survived the fire... What a thing, I'm writing it and *I* don't know if she knows! lol But that could make a sweet moment... when Em finds out it did survive...lol

[brokenroads.livejournal.com]

LOL Em will let you know if she knows or not. Always more fun when the characters write the story for you so to speak ;)

I suppose I could write something since I can't work on sites but Ehhh I don't have an idea lol. I am horrible at ideas.

[missmara13]

Yes, it is! lol The bombing of PH1 wasn't supposse to happen until AFTER Em gave birth, but then Grant decided to do what Helena told him to and... boom! And There really was only gonna be ONE baby for Lucky and Em, but Leo decided he needed to exist NOW, so... lol

Someday I need to 'finish' my file of ideas... lol I actually have a html page for GH and Days ideas... only a few are on there, maybe 1/10th of the ideas I've got for thsoe two fandoms... lol If I ever actually add the summaries for the ideas I DO have listed, then I'll show the file to you if you want ideas! lol

[brokenroads.livejournal.com]

LOL Ya never know I may take you up on that ;) Mehh I am tried lol and I haven't hardly done anything all day.

[missmara13]

lol I don't mind, if I tried to write EVERY idea I had, then NOTHIGN would ever get written! As it is, half my fics are laying around with nothing new in weeks/months! lol Anyway, the point of that is, I'd be thrilled to see some of them get written...lol

I've felt like that on occasion. Done nothing been felt exhausted...but then again even on days I do 'nothing' I tend to be dancing around the living room and kitchen half the day while I listen to music... And I dance like I'm having a seizure or soemthing so... yeah, maybe that's why I get exhausted from doing 'nothing' all day... lol

[brokenroads.livejournal.com]

lmao @ the mental picture of Mara dancing.... lol sorry that just struck me as very very funny.

Sigghhh I want my domains back up!

[missmara13]

Trust me, the ACTUAL sight is even FUNNIER! lol

I agree! lol I want to upload everything, including Moments! That poor Fic has been waiting for an update for SOOO long! And I realized last night that the banner Bri had made me for Moment sis gone, I no longer seem to have it on my computer... :( and I LVOED that banner!

[brokenroads.livejournal.com]

Ack! Did you clean off your computer? If not then it should be there somewhere... lol probably.

[missmara13]

I don't know what happened... I don't remember deleting it or any folder it could have been in, but it's not in any of the GH related folders I have, it's just gone... :( I checked like every folder it could possibly be in, but it's jsut gone... I can clearly remember what it looked like... I just can't find it! Blah!

[brokenroads.livejournal.com]

And you haven't already uploaded it?

[missmara13]

It was uploaded before the big server deletion/crash thing back in like june or whenever... but since I only started re-uploading my sites recently, I didn't notice it was gone until last night when I finished the 2nd new part of Moments. So i don't even know when it went missing.

[brokenroads.livejournal.com]

Ahh the computer monster must of ate it lol ;)

[missmara13]

Yup! lol The evil, horrible Computer monster... lol I'm jsut glad we're getting a new one come december... like less than 2 months to go at this point!

[octoberagain.livejournal.com]

I have the Moments banner somewhere. :)

[missmara13]

I KNEW I loved you Bri! lol I was feeling all awful for losing it and you still have it! YAY! lol

[brokenroads.livejournal.com]

She just needs to find it ;)

[missmara13]

lol Yeah, but at least it still exists SOMEWHERE! lol Better than nothing! lol