I'm gonna cry.

I'm posting from the library because I could stand to stay at home. We have to move.

Our landlady, a friend of mom's, had been living with a boyfriend. But now that relationship is going south, they're fighting apparently, and she wants to mvoe bakc into the trailer. Thankfully she's giving us till the end of March, but still, we have to leave our home.

Now, we were hoping to move before next Christmas anyway, but we kinda wanted to do it on our terms, and we wanted to be moving into a house we were buying. Instead, we're probably going to end up buying a trailer that is currently in a LOUSY park that's even further away from anything than the current trailer park we're in, just so we can keep our pets. We CAN'T give up Mija, our dog. It would break our hearts and hers. And we really don't want to give up our cats. We did that when we moved up to wyomign and it broke my heart, I really don't know if I can go through that again.

So we're probably going to buy a trailer, which sucks because when we live ina trailer, it makes me feel POOR, like trailer trash or something. I hate it, but if that's the only way we can keep our animals, then damn it we'll do it. But I really wanted a house.

At least she's giving us till the end of March, so Owen won't have to move into a new place, only to move out a couple weeks later to go down to Denver.

If you talk to me today, don't expect a happy mood. I'm miserable and freezing because it's not a pleasant experience walking 2 miles while crying, in 20 degree weather, except it feels like only 6 degrees because of the windchill factor.

At leats my mom's gonna meet me here later and I get to go run errands with her. Maybe we'll go ahead by Mister Money so I can look for a CD.

This just sucks. I hate being poor.

I also switched my LJ icons.
I Don't Care I Have No Luck for upset
Deep Thinker for Brainy/Thinking
It Went Boom! for Happy/Other just because it always makes me laugh...
(Guess which one is my default)

Later.