::sigh:::

Last night, right before I wen to bed, my brother Seth sent an e-mail saying he wasn't sure if he wanted to come home for christmas and meet my other brother (Owen)'s fiancee, Dyan. Seth was feeling down and like he was never gonna find someone for himself, even though he was happy for Owen.

So I spent all night with my stomach tied up in knots and sad and wondering how Owen was going to take it, then this morning I get up and find a new e-mail sayign that after sleeping on it he knows he has to deal with his felings about this and he IS coming!

So I spent the night all nervous and upset for nothing and it bugs me. At this rate, between stuff like that and the computer screwing up (And me thinking *I* screwed up the computer like I did one night a week or two ago... lol I've killed a computer TWICE, I don't wanna do it again!) I'm gonna end up with an ulcer or something!

::sigh::

Later