I had to use the prompt somehow, and in this way I easily create the situation for it: he's alone, he's already been at a point of starving, he thinks he's nothing, and he's totally broke... but yeah, even though this isn't what finally drives him to get help, it *IS* his lowest moment, though it just serves to give him one more reason not to go home to Newport...

I adored Lindsay, hated that she left and the way she did (all of a sudden, just ditching Ryan like everyone else always has)...

Next part does get a little better, there's still some low moments (just not this low) but it's better. And 020... it has no official name yet, but... lol... I can say it probably won't be smutty (although I kinda wanna have it be smutty... lol... Summer totally takes advantage of the situation... lol)... my current plan, though, is humor and friendship... lol