That makes sense and, of course, it's totally your prerogative. You ARE the one writing!

I will definitely look forward to Ryan's disoriented, jumbled, painful perspective and just what he does incorporate, perceive and process over time. I'm sure that will be very emotional and insightful and very interesting to compare with what his loved ones have expressed.

The medical staff could be both detached and involved, depending on the person, degree of investment and simply how attuned different people are to individuals in their care in terms of viewing them clinically or with humanity. I guess some are distant and detatched to protect themselves and others might feel an affinity and get involved despite somethings.

Anyway, I do hope you continue and pursue this and I will welcome what you choose to share.